Well, we just got the call from our ivf nurse. Not pregnant. I was kind of expecting it since I really wasn’t feeling pregnant but it still really sucks. Too many emotions to list. Sad is at the top though. This is not the end of our infertility journey. I know I will have another baby. We have our follow up appointment on the 12th of May with the doctor.
I have been so consumed with wondering if I am pregnant or not that I forgot to post about my birthday! It was May 1st, Sunday. Started out by getting to sleep in, awesomeness. Then Dave brought me a cinnamon crunch bagel from Panera, delicious. After lunch at Jimmy Johns, mom and I headed to the mall to get mani’s and pedi’s. I got a French manicure on both my hands and toes. To top of the day we had a fabulous lobster dinner! One of my presents from Dave was getting my rings re-dipped. They look fabulous! So shiny! They could be mistaken for platinum! So far, 32 hasn’t been so bad.
I have lost count! This waiting is driving me insane!!! I had another wonker of a headache yesterday. It was terrible. I went to bed at 8:30. I am feeling pretty normal during the day and then around noon I start to get really tired and usually the headaches come. I have felt a bit nauseous as well, only in the evening though. Not sure what it means but it seems like a good sign. I don’t like that I don’t “feel” pregnant yet. This is the main thing that has been bothering me. 2 more days until my blood test.
