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I have just been too tired the last 2 days to make an entry.  I think that is a good thing.  I still keep going back and forth, some days I feel like, yeah, I am definitely pregnant.  Then some days I am like, no, I don’t think it worked.  It really doesn’t help that the meds I am still taking have all the side effects of early pregnancy symptoms!  None of them have fatigue as one though so I am taking that as a good sign.  I also have to keep reminding myself that this is only day 25 of my cycle.  It is still another 3 or 4 days until I would actually miss my period.  Today I cleaned Ty’s playroom and just about passed out when I was done!  I had to go and take a nap afterward.  It wasn’t even that much to clean but it really wiped me out.  I try not to get too excited about things, I know I need to prepare myself if I am not pregnant.  I know it won’t be the end of the world, I know there are worse things so I am trying to take that approach.  But, hopefully I am so tired these days because I am busy baking some babies!

This waiting really sucks.  That is all.

Today I took it easy most of the day.  I did make a trip to Walmart, only because we had nothing for dinner and Publix was closed!  Mom went with me and she made a fabulous ham dinner with scalloped potatoes and green beans.  Tomorrow I will probably start getting back to my normal routine.  It has been nice not doing much these past 3 days but my house is a mess because of it! I have been feeling a little crampy today and kind of tired.  Not sure if that has to do with the medications I am still taking or what.  I did do better today not analyzing every little thing I felt today.  Hopefully I can continue to do that the rest of the week.  Once I go back to work I will much more to occupy my mind, thankfully!